I mentioned triggers for a reason.
While I was having a great week this past week half way through I started getting triggered….One thing after another until the point came when I could not stop the tears.
Now I know that’s ok with losing my husband and all, but that was NOT the focus necessarily. I think it was simply the reality of new things. And the crazy thing is these were awesome new things. Dealing with the land, reconnecting with a friend helping them move, and planning on spending two months in Australia.
“Good grief. What is the problem Tee?”
Where did I find a source of stability (on top of a long call to a friend who is like my mental coach)?
Someone had posted a Vinedresser Word from 2019. She shared it because it was something she had on her phone to read as her husband was going into open heart surgery.
And it ministered to me. Like this past week has felt like open heart surgery on my emotions, regrets, and overwhelm.
I share more about that in my latest podcast, episode 197. You can click here to listen to it.
So if you are in a hurry why don’t I post the Vinedresser Word here. It’s long but I hope it ministers to you and remind you…You are enough.
You have a Voice. You are needed. You have a place in this world to make an impact.
Don’t lose hope friend.
And..Listen to the Vinedresser
“I see you. I am not moved you feel like you are treading water, even if it seems like foul stagnant water.
“It’s in this place of being under siege and imprisoned by your troubling trauma that I freely come to you. You have been in a fight for life. Your ravaged mind and out of control emotions have made you feel sucker punched and out for the count.
“Listen…..
“This is the year for change. (Yes…we can start that in August)
“Come my love and hide yourself under My massive arms. Let Me hold you now.
“I have a simple word for you. Hide yourself in me and I’ll confide to you the deep secrets from My Heart that will bring restoration. Let me be the One who captures you by My unfailing love and promises to combat the assault on your identity.
“Where you see one difficulty after another, I say nothing is too difficult for Me.
“When the loud sounds of negativity hit your ears, come to Me and let My grace-silence bring healing.
“When your hopes and dreams are fading, let me breath LIFE into your soul.
“When the test of the process wants to take you down, I am here to bring you joy even in the fire.
“It’s in this place of hiding yourself in Me that I am able to repair your heart to worship Me. In your worship I can shore up your purpose in your calling. Here is where I can confide to you My greatest plans of prosperity and peace as I restore and rebuild you.
“Listen my dear one, I will never abandon you. I will heal you. I will renew your true identity in Me.
“Ask Me and I will confide the greatest secrets with the design and frequencies of successful strategies from heaven for you.
“Make Me the source of your passion and watch my favor rush in like a tidal wave; My anointing to break chains binding you; My grace to work in you to accomplish your most unbelievable dream.
“Allow your joy to be based in My promises which empower you and help you exceed your wildest dream.
“This is your year to come alive and walk in the dreams found deep in your heart.
“I am here to give you courage to the creativity I placed in your very DNA
“Sing. Dance. Write. Design. Build. Create. Teach. Lead.
“I won’t leave you in the process but infuse you more of My Spirit into your heart.
“Keep hope alive as you hide in Me. I will come through for you.
“It’s going to be a great year..
“Stop striving. Start abiding….In The Vine!
Love the Vinedresser
Be you.
Talk soon. I’m always an e-mail away.
In the Vine,
Theresa
Learn More Tips On How To Find Your Voice, Share Your Voice, Market Your Voice
Get updates regularly in your email on all the latest revelation and inspiration and check in at Faithful!
