So today marks 3 weeks….My heart cracks in new ways but all the real healing is set before me on this road of grief.
Every morning I get up and before I push start on my coffee maker I turn on a worship set blaring through the awesome JBL speakers dave bought a while ago.
Listen…God is so faithful. He said something to me… “Tee…you know how you said you were putting on the lotion on his legs, rubbing his feet, or using the machine on Dave’s back… In your tiredness you said it was My legs, MY feet, and My back?”
Then He said yesterday…”I want to be the One who cares for your body and gently caress you with my love and covering.”
He does.
Three words have jumped out with my Jesus and coffee time that I’d be honored to share with you.
Fresh strength.
Great Mercy
Deep peace.
So as I continue to cherish my relationship with Jesus I sense the wind of the Holy Spirit as Jesus speaks to my heart.
Hey says:
“I have fresh strength and a deep well of mercy dropped in your heart wrapped with My deep Peace.”
I’m still processing this…. and looking for Holy Spirit to enable me to walk well with the weight of sorrow.
I know I am not the only one who has felt this weight of of mourning. Those of you who have lost a child, a friend, a spouse, a father or mother…. (One of my radio day’s friend lost her father-in-law the day after Dave passed.)
So listen…I am not so weighted down that I don’t care for you.
I am praying for you…that God will take your hand and you will by choice walk with Him…and not stuff any of your pain from trauma recently or in the past.
I wondered what would be the first podcast after the death of Dave?
As I waited…staying up late missing him or processing or simply not being able to sleep with all the responsibilities now on my shoulder….
These three words popped out as I shared my first podcast with more thoughts in Episode 191 of the Kingdom Mentor Podcast.
Click here to listen for the whole scoop of my heart.
I’m hanging onto Jesus…and believing for you…
Fresh strength in Him.
Mercy that is as great as His for others.
Deep peace that holds you tight when you feel the concussive waves of mourning crashing on the rock of your heart in front of you.
BE kind to you.
Forgive past moments with no regret.
Live presently with hope that your Heavenly Father knows EXACTLY HOW you feel.
I’m always just an e-mail away.
In the Vine,
Theresa
PS Click here...as I fixed my blog so the latest podcasts will always be on this page for easier listening. Doing these really helps me so whether or not you listen, I still get blessed. (smiley face).
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